dont know what to say though thinking abt alot of things. feeling very empty. plus i cant blog out also since thr's no privacy. no one to talk to also. so shall talk to myself or duckie or sharkie. yea right. im too lazy to talk. everything is just happening within the four walls of my head. only i know. some thoughts abt some ppl also cant say. cant tell everything to one person also cause will have some secrets. secrets, secrets, secrets. cant do this, cant do that. want to tell also cannot find a candidate.

i think life is a chore. i knw i dont have much friends but if i spent any times with anyone which was happy, surely i'll miss those times. but im not one who'll initiate.

sometimes during midnight, i want to go out and talk but who to call? haha. everyone's so insensitive. and by insensitive i dont mean one who will notice how i feel but one who gives blunt remarks. like really blunt and rude. and i'll just have to show that im not affected by the remarks. and i really feel like typing out this one particular remark which was said a few mths ago. but i shall not.

and im really sad that sharkie is not unique anymore.