im sick agn, and it sucks. because i only have one mth of hols and ive been sick like thrice? and just the day before i was sick, i was damn motivated to go exercise, and it sucks. my poor red bull, havent drank you for weeks. and all those junk food ive bought, cant even eat them. i hope tml i''ll be better! but even if im not, its ok. i 'll just sit in and watch.

the other day i went shopping and spent 80 bucks on a bag. i saw another bag which is nice too for 80 bucks. so im gg to buy the both of them, when my account balance is stable. but since im sick, i havent had a chance to use my new bag ):

and theres not much time left, like maybe 2 more wks to the competition, and it sucks because when im not sick, im procrastinating, and when im sick, i am resentful because i totally feel like exercising.

and my room looks like a dump now, no strength to pack it. and i hate talking when im sick, but ppl in the house keep talking and i must answer and it sucks because its diff for me to talk. i rather ppl just ignored me and not talk to me, or just talk to me in a way that i wouldnt need to answer.

shuddering at the thought of school reopening. this one mth is filled without stress and its good. ok wait, not really. the incident which made me so sad was stressful too, but i have gotten over it.

i want to go out, and not get stuck at home, because its wasting my hols and it isnt fun to stay at home anymore. but i got no strength and im so lazy and im afraid i'll die on the road, inhaling all the smoke and dust pollution, which will spoil my lungs and make me more sick.

im just being bored. typing out rubbish and keep saying tt ive got no strength. fuck, if i've got a license all these wouldnt be problems. ok, pls make me well again tml. and meanwhile i shall just keep watching videos and do my dreaded timetable-ing. oh and ive been watching videos like lion king, lion king 2, hercules, little mermaid, home alone 1, home alone 2, the simpsons. haha sure brings back memories.

oh no, i just realised i owe someone money and its not a small amt, i think its 40++ and i just got on the facebook, after my sister randomly said she wants to open an account for me, and added all the ppl in my email list.. even my enemies?? haha who cares