update on my boring and paper chase orientated life (if anyone's interested):

i have to study for test on fri,
do research on 2 projects due on fri and sat,
school: averaging 2.5 days a wk
balance training in sch (twice a wk)
outside training with the club (once a wk)
and contemplating on whether i shld join the pool club (once a wk)
and i still havent give tuition yet. omg my student is so dead. i feel so irresponsible :S

i may sound ridiculous, but im awfully scared that i'll not be able to reach yr 2, or that i have died of fatigue from workload or trainings, or crumbled during exams-whichever comes first, giving shit cock answers to mcqs and receiving shit cock results. (haha i still cant get over the fact that i failed that bad)

my double chin is still there, and i wonder when will i have the time (and motivation) to do smth abt it.

i have an internet addiction, not sure if ive said it before, but its really serious, lyk i will just want to use the internet for no apparent reason- to just want to do something meaningless and time-wasting when i have some impt stuff at hand. sighs. and guess what, i used the internet to try to solve my addiction. but its qte impossible since i have to check for email updates and watch my webcasted lectures which are still stagnant from since lecture 3 (now its lecture 89 by the way. i dont think blogging is an addiction though. i think its a healthy form of releasing stuff that doesnt want to be repressed any further.

2 more wks to the A lvls. good luck to all my good friends who are taking them! e.g lingdi and SINYEE and all my other juniors/soccer girls/ppl that i know