every day i wake up with aches all over my back --> i dont have any mood to exercise--> no fitness--> emo

then theres this projects, assignments, readings, research, bball, pool, tuition, driving thing. alr, 3 times a wk for bball at night. and then the remaing 3 times night-free days - minus one, i have lect on mon night, im supposed to teach. but i cant, readings for wk 1 have not even been completed. and screw south asia. its so fuckg complicated tt i have to convert to Hinduism to understand it.

there shld be tues, weds and thurs afternoons for me to study. but damn it, i wake up almost at noon everyday. and id be really hungry and i cant study but im too lazy to walk to the market to get food. then on wed evening i have to prepare to go for trng.

i can only teach when im not behind my readings. im lyk 3/4 wks behind EACH module. and pool competition is in 2 wks(provided im succesfully signed up for), and i havent went to practise at all.

and there goes my free days, for project meetings, outlines tt are gg to be due, presentations, consultations, project deadlines, mid sem tests, film analysis due dates, essays to be handed in.

WHERES MY SOCIAL LIFE.
i cant even go dating, catch a movie, play leisure bball, go out with my sis without checkg my timetable and readings. and as im typing this, im wasting time too.

my readings for sn ends up till p14. im now on p12, and i cant even bear w it for 2 pgs.

sometimes, i wished this blog was lj, i can lock up my whining posts(its not even considered rants anymore) and read it myself.