went to play pool with liqian and lingdi ytd, and gt irritated by ruijie who didnt turn up at all. earned a mere 6 bucks -.- yea, im greedy. liqian left first, so we played till 11.30 then went to have supper near lingdi's place. sent her home and cabbed back. reached home at 2am. hah. and im gg to get sick cuz of late nights out.

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didnt realise i was in such good terms with my friends before, or tt i meant smth to them. hah. was it my zombie-like-cannot-move-on state, or was it tt my comprehension skills just suck last time, or tt i've been brainwashed, since ive got no recollection whatsoever tt ive even acknowledged their presence --taking up storage place. if my brain had a memory card, i think the most it can store is up to 2 MB haha, the normal one being 500 GB. the nostalgic feelg's overwhelming me, and suffocatg me near death.

and i miss my pts, or ex pts or whatever our status is now. is this the first time i said i miss you. well, i must have been clubbed badly by my conscience.

now i live with the regret tt my true feelings for them never were revealed :(